Saudades

I miss your smile. I miss your hair. I miss your sense of humor. I miss holding hands. 

I miss studying together. I miss staying up past "missionary" curfew talking.

I miss making food for you. I miss your laugh. 

I miss...just being with you. 

Now you're married, with a kid on the way. 

I wonder what would have happened if life was kinder to us.

Thinking about it makes me miss you more.