I'm learning to change. I'm learning to leave parts of my past behind me, and look forward with faith that my life will be one filled with hope, love, fulfillment, and passion.
There are parts of my spiritual make-up and ideas that are causing a change of heart. I've been noticing that there are aspects of the religion that I have adhered to for many years that don't make sense to me anymore. There are historical aspects of the religion that I love that are purposefully hidden and not talked about for fear of losing church members.
I am learning to appreciate the life that I have been given and the opportunity to help others be better people. I am learning to rely on myself and rely on the power of life that the universe, earth, and God have given me.
Things are good.
Weight is being lifted from my shoulders. The weight is feeling guilty for being gay. It's slowly going away. I'm going to live my life.
And guess what?
I'm gonna be happy.
You are going to be happy. Congratulations and best wishes.
ReplyDelete:) I hope you find that for yourself! You are such a wonderful person and you deserve to be happy.
ReplyDeleteThanks, you guys! I hope things will work out for the best!
ReplyDeleteIt takes time. I am realizing that myself. I came out and I thought that would be it. Well now three years later I think I am finally at terms with everything and am actually happy :)
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