Grabbing life by the balls...

I don't know if it's because the summer term is coming to an end, or because I recently learned that "Old Hag's Syndrome" is just a form of sleep paralysis and it has nothing to do with the devil, but I am grabbing life by the balls!

I have felt as if there has been such a huge burden lifted off of my shoulders. I feel as if my belief system is slowly starting to mold into something that brings me joy, peace, and love--rather than having a belief system that brought me doubt, frustration, and fear.

Of course, I've had these feelings before, and then--like before--I always revert back to my old ways of thinking or doing things and I'll say something like, "I'm never going off the path again!" And then, two weeks later, I'll say something like, "I'm never gonna go back on that stupid path!" Well...let's just hope that I don't find myself sucked into another vicious cycle.

I've been working out consistently by doing P90X with my roommates. I haven't lost any weight yet, but that's probably most likely do to the fact that I've been eating crappily.

Now, since I've gots no monies, you can be rest assured that Andy...will start losing the weight.

Maybe...just maybe...I'll go back to looking like this:

Or maybe this:

Love ya'll!