The year of 2009 has come and gone. It has been an interesting year for me. Let me break it down for you.
THE BAD STUFF:
-Rejected from the film program at BYU (the first time)
-One car totaled
-Lost a job
-Had nowhere to stay (had to mooch of older sister, good friends, etc)
-Rejected from the film program at BYU (the second time)
THE GOOD STUFF:
-Rejected from the film program
-Totaled a car
-Lost a job
-Had nowhere to stay
-Made new friends
-Did three shows
-Learned life lessons
-Realized that I can't do everything myself
-Found out that God has a sense of humor
-Lost a lot of things, but found more about myself
WHAT 2010 HOLDS IN STORE FOR ME:
-This will be a big year of decision. Since I was rejected from BYU (basically), I have decided to probably transfer to the University of Utah. For some strange reason, this has been one of the most difficult decisions that I have ever had to make. I feel like I have wasted a lot of time these last two semesters just waiting on film; I need to get my life started and I think perusing an education at the U might just help me find what I will be doing with my life.
-I will have to make a lot of new friends. Most of my friends have either gone on missions (late bloomers), gotten married, or ran away from me. And that's fine with me. They have their lives to live as do I. I just have to make new friends. Maybe some gay ones, seeing I don't really have any other gay friends other than myself.
-More self control. I need to realize that I have only one life to live, and only one body to live it with. I need to take better care of it.
-Find a boyfriend. I need to find someone who has a good head on his shoulders, who wants to do what is right, who is ambitious, kind, generous, religious, honest, and of course, cute :) (Just for the record, my list of good attributes for another guy is a lot longer than that...that's the condensed version)
-I always want to be honest with the dealings I have with other people. I don't ever want to lie again. Even little white lies. Those are the worst. I want to tell people when I am angry or frustrated, happy or sad. I want people to know that I love them, and I want to show them that.
-Lastly, I want this New Year of 2010 to be the best year that I have ever had! I want to begin to grow into the Man that I know I am destined to become. I want to learn more things, try new things, meet new people, gain a better understanding of the world, travel, see a Broadway show...and just simply always have a smile on my face.
P.S. To those who read my blog: I love you so much. You guys and girls are so kind to me. I love you all!
*GINORMOUS HUG*
Somehow I missed the fact that you were trying to get into the film program. Anyway, having also been rejected from the film program twice, I can now say that for me it was a good thing.
ReplyDeleteI think transferring is an excellent idea. When you get up there, I strongly recommend participating in some of their clubs. Whatever their equivalent of a GSA is, and maybe something else.